From the bottom of my heart.......
I distinctly remember the night of November 3,2008. A girl, whom I've been talking to for the past few months, a girl, who with her cute voice and pretty face, a girl, who had come to become one of my best friends called me at 11:50 pm in the night. It is just a few more minutes before she completes one more year of joyous existence. It is just a few more minutes to go to her Birthday! She wanted me to be the first person to wish her on her birthday. She didn't want to take any chances. So, she called me up 10 minutes early and asked me to talk to her till the clock strikes 12 and then be the first person to wish her. I did !!
The feelings in our hearts towards each other were starting to make sense. Love started to blossom.
I also distinctly remember the night of November 3,2009. The same girl called at 11:50 pm. She wanted me to be the first person to wish her, deja vu ! She was so wonderfully happy. The girl, who is so wonderfully weird, is so so happy. She started giving me kisses non stop on the phone. I should have been happy. I should have shared her happiness. I should have kissed her back. But I didn't. Instead I shouted on her. I shouted on her on her birthday. I spoiled the happy moment for her. Oh ! I was horrible. The guilt pangs me even now.
Irrespective of the thing i did, we were still deeply (I really don't know how deep it goes, but, very deep) in love <3 <3 <3
I am now in the night of November 3,2010, writing this. The girl didn't call at 11:50 pm, she didn't at 11:55 and she still didn't call even when it is 12:03 am. It wouldn't be fair if I say I was expecting her call. I wasn't. I ended things with her a few weeks ago. I asked her not to call me a lot of times. I told her I am getting irritated by her frequent calls. I told her all these things though they weren't true. I was lying. I was lying because I ended things with her for a reason. I firmly believe that I did the right thing and it was in the best interests for both of us. The feeling was mutual. So, I finally called at 12:05 to wish her my best wishes. I don't know whether I am the first to wish her. I dont think it matters anyway.
I am sitting in this cold November night trying to get over a person who has been the most important part of life for the past two and half years. I hope i succeed for hope is the biggest thing one can wish for !
Amen..
I distinctly remember the night of November 3,2008. A girl, whom I've been talking to for the past few months, a girl, who with her cute voice and pretty face, a girl, who had come to become one of my best friends called me at 11:50 pm in the night. It is just a few more minutes before she completes one more year of joyous existence. It is just a few more minutes to go to her Birthday! She wanted me to be the first person to wish her on her birthday. She didn't want to take any chances. So, she called me up 10 minutes early and asked me to talk to her till the clock strikes 12 and then be the first person to wish her. I did !!
The feelings in our hearts towards each other were starting to make sense. Love started to blossom.
I also distinctly remember the night of November 3,2009. The same girl called at 11:50 pm. She wanted me to be the first person to wish her, deja vu ! She was so wonderfully happy. The girl, who is so wonderfully weird, is so so happy. She started giving me kisses non stop on the phone. I should have been happy. I should have shared her happiness. I should have kissed her back. But I didn't. Instead I shouted on her. I shouted on her on her birthday. I spoiled the happy moment for her. Oh ! I was horrible. The guilt pangs me even now.
Irrespective of the thing i did, we were still deeply (I really don't know how deep it goes, but, very deep) in love <3 <3 <3
I am now in the night of November 3,2010, writing this. The girl didn't call at 11:50 pm, she didn't at 11:55 and she still didn't call even when it is 12:03 am. It wouldn't be fair if I say I was expecting her call. I wasn't. I ended things with her a few weeks ago. I asked her not to call me a lot of times. I told her I am getting irritated by her frequent calls. I told her all these things though they weren't true. I was lying. I was lying because I ended things with her for a reason. I firmly believe that I did the right thing and it was in the best interests for both of us. The feeling was mutual. So, I finally called at 12:05 to wish her my best wishes. I don't know whether I am the first to wish her. I dont think it matters anyway.
I am sitting in this cold November night trying to get over a person who has been the most important part of life for the past two and half years. I hope i succeed for hope is the biggest thing one can wish for !
Amen..
Do not try to get over good moments or wonderful people of life..even though they are no longer with us..those memories still make us happy..
ReplyDeleteHi , memory always makes you to think again and again. If the past feeling was good it will intensify and one will feel sad(worried etc) if one have to lose that felling. But the future decision(act) should be depend on your Intellect. I wish all the best to both of you.
ReplyDeleteI know that you know about this. just posting for my pal. :)
ReplyDelete@hari... thanks !!
ReplyDeleteBro, that's touching!!
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